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about me
seen many places....
worked everywhere.....
seen all the faces of men.....
and all the phases of men.....
wise men i met.....nice men i met....
simpletons i've met.....and everthing......i've done......
but no matter what....the question remains.....where is the love......
i wander with these thoughts....
everywhere....too much for an indian eh?.
sites i visit
contact
p) Don't Call Me!!!
e) tombraiderinxs@yahoo.com
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2006 March
2006 February
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| My Blog is moving |
| 03.22.06 (12:35 am) |
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Hello everyone,
My blog is moving and I will inform everyone when i get a new blog.Chitra asked me to do something different for our baby.
Wishes to all of you.
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| Chitra,when are you coming back? |
| 03.08.06 (10:43 pm) |
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This is the question i ask chitra everyday though i know the answer pretty well.I want to see chitra but then i have to wait for the appointed time.
Missing chitra so much.
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| Chitra is Fine! |
| 03.02.06 (1:28 pm) |
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I got a letter from chitra and she said she is fine and it is the best news i got in days.
There is no internet in her village and so she has sent me a letter the old fashioned way. She does not even have a network coverage for her mobile phone.
Oh how life would have been in the olden days,difficult i presume.
How are all my blog friends doing?
Send me mails about your welfare.
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| chitra |
| 02.27.06 (12:12 am) |
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this blog is for my darling wife.
she was a gem,a priceless gem,
she still is a priceless gem.
i miss her now and i miss her always,
wish she was now with me and i with her.
i dont know how i am going to endure this long wait.
but i have to.no matter what it takes.
because when she comes back.
i will be happy as before and more than that.
because this time i will have two people to show my love and affection.
then how are all doing at t blog.WG has stopped blogging and it is indeed so sad. i wish she keeps blogging again.as for you naresh tell your girl friend that you love her.she thinks you are not in love with her.
karthik and sri ram have just come back from the US.
My friends in the college,i will send you karthik's contact number.
When chitra comes back we are planning to go to penang.I got a new project there and it will be a good break for chitra and the kid.
I will tell you all about penang.
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| I Will Miss you Chitra! |
| 02.23.06 (7:01 pm) |
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This blog is for my darling wife Citra.Chitra,fondly called citra is pregnant and as is the Indian custom i have to send her to my in laws house ie to her mother's house for her delivery.
I have known chitra for a very long time and we have seen the good times and the bad times.And i love her all the time.
But now i have to be without her for the next eight months.Wait a minute,did i say Eight Long Months.This is arrey baghwan too much for me.I cannot be without seeing her for eight long months.The only good thing that comes out of it all is when she comes back,she will make me feel like a daddy.Of Course i will be one soon.In eight months that is.Yeh hai zindagi yaaroo.
Recalling the words of Mark Twain "Why is it that people rejoice at a birth and grieve at a funeral? It is because we are not the people involved." it has more meaning now.I am scared that something might go wrong at the time of childbirth which will leave me with no chitra to love or i might have no child at all.If it were me being pregnant(i know it is impossible)i would not be worried at anything that happens to me. Because it is chitra who has to go through all the pain and hardship i am grieving and worried about her. Most of all,i would miss her presence for the worst eight months of my life.
It is still early to be called a bedtime but then she is sleeping beautifully. I dont want to wake her up now.She might be preparing herself mentally for the arduous journey back to her village and the arduous eight months ahead of her. I will miss her for sometime but i will see her again. Sleep tight dear chitra.I will miss you from tomorrow till i see you again.
Good night everybody.I want to be with her in her moment of slender slumber.
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| i love bharad. |
| 02.20.06 (8:23 pm) |
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bharad is unhappy with me.he thinks i am not in love with him.can anyone help.i love bharad.i was having a bad month and he thinks i am seeing somebody.
i still love him.
chitra.
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| Birth Month |
| 02.18.06 (8:15 pm) |
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I am writing this mail sitting with my wife chitra....aka citra..Good news for those who do not know it yet.Citra is pregnant and i am going to be a dad.Whoa what a nice thought.
But Citra is one of a kind or so i thought.This happend when we were still seeing each other and we were going out together.
We had a small misunderstanding and it escalated into a major row between us.I almost lost Chitra and i thought she would leave me.But what i did not know was she was going through a very strange phase of her life.Every year a few weeks before her birthday she would suffer from a major depression and it would take a lot out of her.
We went to a family friend who was a doctor in our town at that time and this doctor heard our story and told us that it is very common among a percentage of women in the late teens and early twenties to go through a phase of depression and it would reflect a lot of trauma in relationships.
And what this doctor did was terrific. She took me aside discreetly and told me that all i had to do was to keep calm and give her more and more love. She said though there is no cure for it,love can heal. And that is what i did. And we came out with a huge sigh of relief.
Any girl reading this,also you WG,this is from Chitra and Bharad and Dr.Anoushka Pereira,please chillax and do not worry.
You will be free after a few more weeks.
If you are a boy reading this,do not lose patience if your lover girl is on fire...give her more and more love.
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| Baby for me..i am going to be a dad.... |
| 02.11.06 (12:41 am) |
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Hello bloggers, where have you all been…missed the company of all you guys and thanks for hitting my blog so many times and well a happy news…Citra is pregnant…and let us celebrate…I want a kid..girl or boy is not my concern but in India there is a long standing misconception that only a guy will look after the parents and the girl child will not and that is a truck load of shit…sorry for my rude language but then it is time we Indians wake up to the reality…if you are a girl and if you are reading this now and if you are the one who would stick to your family then raise your voice against all the sexist remarks and the preferential treatment and the choice of kids…and if you are a guy who wants to have a boy child…I would suggest…give yourself a hard kick in your back and jus remember that this generation and planet is not for you…
You either belong to stone age or you must go back to mars…
Comments welcome…always…
And I am so excited that I am now gonna be a dad…
Wish me luck folks…
And we are now moving to secundrabad…
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